SHINee world❤

2010-08-01T08:59:00.000-07:00

well. its the same routine all over again. But there's something to look forward to- i have two days leave! on thursday and friday. =D. although. one of the day will be for dance.

i so hope that. wednesday will arrive sooner than i think. HAHAH =D

i really don't see why we are doing all this for him. its like. u are the one who wants this. and u are making us all stressed up. we are not professional dancers. The frequency of practice has not been this intense for a long time already. and the whole day down. just want us to keep doing the same action all over and over again. i mean, i know the the date is near but this doesnt mean we have to give in all for this. is this realization or starting to like think for myself. not as in selfish but like, we have other things to be busy with, and its seems that he is taking for granted that we will always commit. people who don't also get chosen. they can come as and when they like without letting us know or something. so if they can, why cant we? because if we don't start rejecting,it will all be on US. which is really like taken for granted.

Competition is a good experience for us. but with the space, time,energy and people constraint, what else do u want out of it. okay. i don't regret dancing this competition, but there's nothing there to convince me to put in my heart and soul into the dance. because- i don;t even know what the dance is talking about. okay.about sweet dreams and reality. so why do we have to be cute,happy,sad, anger,intense? i don see and i don feel. so stop telling me that u don't feel anything.

work tmr. i hope i wont commit mistake again. i hope for at least this three days. please let me balance and nothing major occurs. PLEASE.

dancey Sunday.

2010-07-25T05:35:00.001-07:00

weekend is over... just like that... AGAIN>
nvm. HAHAH back to work is good too.. i hope i get my leave soon.. and don start saturday banking for another month. HAHA
=D good.

why am i even still dancing or rather what am i dancing for?
dancing for my passion. get nth in return. sacrifice EVERYTHING. up to the max limit.
and its still not enough. he will always ask for more. to people who are stupid enough to always give in to him.

like what? entertainers- shinee super junior? or another other group or individual. they trained hard to bring entertainment to the fans, bring money to the company and themselves, make their parents proud of them.

me? us? we trained hard, perform every now and then for? to fulfill my desire of passion for dance. sacrifice the time with my parents, my grades for studies,my social life. no. we don't earn money. we don't earn respect. we are just toys that are being make use of.

i suddenly don know what else to say.

long time no see.

2010-07-24T08:34:00.000-07:00

ok. I am not stuck at deciding what i want already.
i've already started working in citibank. for about one month already.
going to have to get use to working life.
its like inception. living in a dream. everything everything exactly the same?
i must start thinking about my future plans. cause i really don see myself working long term in citibank.

hmmmm. dance lately is giving me a lot of problems.
Are they really problems or is it just me.
not respected. and i don even have freedom of speech.
despite feeling this way, i still have to put up a smiling face in front of them.
the world is all about being fake. so this proves that the saying that life is actually a drama is so true.

just i will have to get used to it and get on with life.
because i only have one chance in life.
i cant waste my time and energy on this unnecessary matters.

i should start planning on what to do on weekends when i quite dance.
i don exactly know when i will quit but, all i can say is- it will be REAL soon.

2010-05-22T08:13:00.002-07:00

for some reason, everything i try to upload a photo
the whole browser hangs.
so i give up. hhahhaa. =D

just finished my 12 days working in herbal life. =D
it was fun and enjoyable to be at the counter serving people.
but it can be very annoying with some irritating customers>.<

anyway, i have got rejection letter from NTU already.
so maybe its a sign that i should not be in the teaching career? HAHA
but ruo ning says its a waste if i'm not a teacher. HAHAHAH
should get over with mu lian and taiwan trip before settling down =D

ADDICTION.
to bonamana! =D hahahahha
shinee is waiting too long to have a comback hahah
so i shall hop over to suju first. =D
gaaah.. tmr is a long day. and i need to sleep early. haha
tata~

taemin is so sweeeeet. awwwwwwww

2010-04-30T06:41:00.000-07:00

bu lai en shu shu and DADDY!

DADDY and shortie jie jie

eh. jo.tong.en. HAHAHAH

beef steamboat! =D

super cute shirt. special memory.

gaah. a post after sometime.
time pass just like nobody's business.
now.my only hope.
is to get into NIE.
if i really cant.
then so be it.

i will get some job.
SOME.KIND
maybe surveyor? HAHA

don know why. typing this blog entry somehow makes me feel a little down.
so scared to faced the truth that i cant get into NIE.
when will i know?

just shoot the answer in my face.
then i can give up and look for other jobs.
stop wasting my time
>.<

okay okay. long day tmr. hate it.
waste of time totally.
DANCE used to be the love of my life
but now.
its just a habit
JUST.
and no korean class tmr! >.<
so sad.
love of my life korean!
i wish. i can do something related to korean studies or something. GAAAAH

time can turn us all into ashes,what's left are memories

2010-04-13T08:23:00.000-07:00

eh. knees are spoiling because of pan lao shi's dance!
it hurts even when i run across the road.
YES! its that bad.
hahah. okay okay. i will learn to dance properly.!
but sometimes when u are too engrossed in the dance,
u wont notice whether ur knees hurt.
its always at the end of the day when ur knees start to swell.
must bring knee guard!

Monday [월요일]
was rotting all the way in the MORNING.
then i was so bored in the afternoon that i started cleaning up my room!
my desk, my cabinets.
But my wardrobe was still not tidied up. haha
my mother simple just give up in asking me to fold my clothes.
kekeke.
the longest time that i can maintain the look of my wardrobe after i have tidy up
is 3 weeks?
THE MOST.
gaah... which is freaking irritating.
why does it gets messy all the time?
왜?
i also don know.
then i started decorating my photo album for TAIWAN.
i. must.be.crazy. to spend over 80 dollars to develop the photos. >.<>.< hahah ="D">.<

he was missed

2010-04-10T08:09:00.000-07:00

This. is what i see every morning.
the moment i open my eyes!
Is this considered to be a kind of happiness?
hahahahaha.

this is a toy in MUMMY's car.
was crying my eyes out while holding it. gaaaah.
okay. its time to forget about it.
really.. i wont think about it again.

Date: 이천십녕 사월십일
Venue: Buddha Association
Purpose: dance.
gaaah. today was a total waste of time. don know why we were even there.
ok. anyway. but to the picture.
this is the drink that i had during dinner just now.
sparkling Grape juice!
i bought this because. it was purple. =D

how cute! JH and KEY. gaah.
i know i know.
JH really dont have a character that i adore.
but he's simply cute and handsome.
haaha.. i bet if he sees this. he will be SMIRKING to the MAX.
but whatever. i still adore him! his looks i mean.
and wonderful Key.
hahh i love it when he just admits that he's not as big heart to his members
as compared to yoo geun. =D

*PS.. i had enough of what you two did to me today.
i admit that i mind how others think of me.
but i'm just not going to care about what u guys say.
worry for yourselves instead of me.

first post after taiwan trip

2010-04-05T08:32:00.000-07:00

gaaaaaaah.. the post trip syndromes are over and i'm back to the usual life again.
sometimes it makes me wonder that whether a trip is a really good way of relieving stress or accumulating to the stress.
i get to play and relax myself as much as i want! having Fun TO THE MAX with my frens
but once the trip ends, everything is back to normal. everything that happened will be part of my memory only.
The heart sinking feeling will follow on and it takes times to let it go away..
despite the post trip syndromes, i would still like to go on a trip with my frens again. =D

i've been rotting since i came back from the Taiwan trip. but still teaching tuition by the way. So its not exactly rotting. but the income generated from teaching tuition is not that desirable. i still have to wait two more months before i know the results of NIE admission. so what am i going to do during the two months.? Only give tuition and spend the rest of the time slacking? I'm worried that my brain will start to malfunction and i wont be able to cope with the studies if i really get into NIE.

but. what if i don get in? what am i going to do? go Nafa and be a dancer? go and take a course on photography.? continue studying korean and make ita goal to be a korean teacher? find a guy and just marry him to be a housewife. NIE would be first,korean comes second, then photography,then housewife. =D would i be able to do all this?

anyway. met ben today for lunch and had a great chat with him. going out with frens to have lunch or dinner really makes my day! it feeels good knowing that there are still frens around u that knows ur existence.hahahah.

gaaaaaah. hopes shi pei finishes my new blog soon! hahah cant wait to see SHINEE in my blog...hahaha =D

in TAIWAN!

2010-03-23T11:50:00.000-07:00

YEA YEA YEA....

i;m in taiwan now!!! to be exact is TAO YUAN...

its 3 am in the morning and i;m waiting for my results.

BUT it is not coming out. so.

well i shall wait till tmr morning to check it again. ><

HAD A GREAT time at leofoo village. with all the rides and everything. didnt not i could soar like an eagle tooo!

really heart-dropping and it scared the hell out of me! >.<

two days has passed! i will treasured the next five days. REALLY.
TREASURE. =D

KARMA DAY

2010-03-19T06:29:00.000-07:00

Ytd it was really.
a very very amazing day.

jophia wanted to gp mustafa to buy hershey's peppermint chocolate.
BUT it was sold OUT!!!! gaah
we went all the way there for nothing.
but anyway, it was our first time @ MUSTAFA.
so, while waiting to daddy, me and jophia starting shopping around.

and stupid me. came up with s STUPID idea.
we wanted to trick daddy and ask him to foot the bill when he comes,
so we took a basket and randomly throw in things.

gaah. long story--->
ending. eric just left the basket full of things at the cashier and watited for me and jophia to pay!
-STATE OF SHOCK-
GAAAH.
then next moment- ERIC BURST out laughing!!

gaaah.. so heart pain lo.. me and jophia were penniless because of this.

HAHAH so impt lesson learn:
never try to con people, u will get tricked in the end.

GAAH.. haha

waiting for shipei to fix my blog! HAHAH. before i start ti actively post on my blog! =D

weee.2 days to TAIWAN! so EXCITED! =D

2010-02-18T09:44:00.000-08:00

NEW YEAR is gone just like this!

hahah eat, sleep and play all the way

RAAH.

went out with DADDY for dinner and ice cream.

HE IS DAMN hilarious. hahaha time pass so fast through the laughter.! =D

GAAH. i should be sleeping now instead of writing this. >.<

HEaring so info from daddy makes the decision for my future a consideration...

how can i be still considering what to do!?! at this point of time. ZOMG.

should i just go ahead with something i don't like?

i don't like it either ways. so what's the choice. !!!!!

ZOMG. HECK. i shall think about it again when the time comes!

off to BEd.! i need to study! ZOMG

2010-02-02T18:24:00.001-08:00

some old and recent pictures la. =D

been really busy,tired,fulfiling, disappointed; mixture of emotions. >.<
haah..

PHOTO UPDATE:

oh joon sung drama concert
the drama concert stage.
ben's zi lian photo
the imaginarium of doctor parnassus
the imaginarium of doctor parnassus with me
the imaginarium of doctor parnassuswith BEN
julia nd BEN while buying tickets
julia's disppointed face when we didnt get to see shinee.. .hahah u should have seen my face..
me and liming in BD
me and seok ching before going to DES concert @ raffles mrt.

i shall recap from SUNDAY morning.
haha i went to lot 1 @ 6.15 and there were like over 1500 people there already?
my heart sank to the bottom as i knew chances of getting within the 1000 people. but my friends and i still stood there for almost three hours before giving up. >.< my leg hurts. the siuation was chaotic and it was a relief the the entrance door didnt collapse with all the pushing. SERIOUSLY. they are just OBESSED. okay. no comments.

after giving up, me julia and ben decided to catch a movie before going home, or me going to dance. i wanted to watch tooth fairy. but julia didnt want to. she wanted to watch the imaginarium of doctor parnassus. hahah it was bORING. hahah. really. haha maybe from my perspective la.

due to the incident on SUNDAY, i didnt felt really excited that i'm going to the oh joonsung drama concert to see SHINee. nope. not at all. upon reaching esplanade, me and pei then realise the tickets are for TUES. OMG. and i cant make it!!! i don wat 90 dollars to fly!. >.<
Luckily, the staff are kind enough to get us seats for the monday show!

CREDITS: ESPLANADE STAFFS ARE GREAT,KIND SOULS.

and the seats are near the middle, much better then the seat allocated originally. =D hahah was shouting my lungs out. not only for SHINEE. but also for the other artists. hahaha pei's fav YUNHO.hahaha =D. but i think some singaporeans are just plain rude. how can they just leave like this when other people are still performing. so what if its shinee. they are only human beings. do you have to stick to them like super glue. ??!!!??.. seriously. bringing shame to our country. >.<
but oh joonsung is cute! hahah he keep saying thank you and i love singapore. haha =D wonder why there's no translator hired. >.< hahah i can be if i know korean. haha =D simply amazing music!
side effects of going to concert. throat is teared up and burning! >.<
hope i recover soon! >.<

feeel like dying......

2010-01-17T06:37:00.000-08:00

Busy and tired.
YET fulfilling.

Goal in life--> NIE degree in education
DECIDED.
cross my fingers and hope i can get in!
=D

Two reasons why i want FEB 2010 to happen NOW
FEB 1 i can get to see SHINee live in SINGAPORE!
oh my god.
how good is that..!!!!!
and
FEB also means that i can collect my tuition fees!
$$$$$$

hahah..
ha-ji-man

there are like a million reason why i don want FEB 2010 to come so fast

i will get to see SHINee but it will be over real soon.
[post shinee concert illness-last stage]
BUSY PERFORMING for CNY
EXAMS while performing (4 papers!)
means i will be graduating
means STRESS
means AGING
GAAAAAAAAH

a million reasons. but i really so want to see SHINee.
REALLY.
and i really want exam to be over real soon

AND
I"M going to TAIWAN twice in a year!
YES!
an-nyeong pussy cat
LALALALA~

=D

onew so adorable. dorky and funny
ideal bf type.
RA!
onew SANG TAE
LOL

key eom-ma.
likes to dance girls' dance.
hahaa.
loves his dimples to the MAX.

ZOMG.
i;m having a test on TREASURY this tue.
MCQs!
FATAL point!

ZZZZZ.. can. i need to get some sleep.haha
don feel like studying anyway.
RA!

CHAL GA! ju-mu-se-yo!

2010-01-06T07:17:00.000-08:00

DUH.
the day just pass like times flies.
even with 4 and a half hours of tuition,
i'm still surviving.

i'm such a loser.
because i don know what i want to be in the future.
i have no confidence to be what i want to be.
i want to be a dancer
no talent
i like singing
my voice sucks
i want to learn korean
what can i do anything with that
be a teacher.
totally stressed out
work in a bank
what if i stay as a bank teller for the next ten years?
be a housewife
who wants MEEE>???

and still obessesing my self with the idols.
please.
not like they are going to even know of my existence.
haha
just for entertainment purposes.
=D

and i seriously seriously need to stop spending
i'm kind of addicted to buying things.
although i don buy really expensive items.
but they add up to a really large amount.
maybe to others it may not bea large amount.
but to me.
yes.

okay. besides. i have a diet plan.
which is not working at ALL.
no food after 7pm.
ahem.
i'm not exactly that free. if i really go along with this
then i will be like having only two meals a day. or even one
that is only lunch.
so i try my best. haha so far i only did it on monday
because i came home early. >.<

okay. trying hard to find what the path that i want to take.

2010-01-04T07:03:00.000-08:00

FINALLY FINALLY
the four days of performance are over!
i also died of fatigue.
sleeping at 3am everyday is making me go crazy.
because of this performance
my mental clock has been changed. hahah
will have a hard time switching bad.
but for seok ching,
its not much of a problem
because all she do is SLEEP.
hahaha.

the first thing i was doing during the first minute of 2010 is removing my make-up
hahaha Jophia wen hui and a few others spend that time in the toliet LOR
so LOL.

anyway, first day of school started and everything feels as usual.
only thing is this is the last term of school
6 weeks will just fly at the speed of lightning.
>.< i haven decide what to do with my life!!!!!
and all this is rushing me. >.<
HAHA let's not talk about this frustrating matters.

OMG i so love eveline TANUWIDJAJA to the max
she bought me the SHINEE CALENDAR!!! hahaha

i have jonghyun's face staring at me right now.
awww so sweet. =D and
i had my amigo album from korea too!!!!
so so so HAPPY.

hahaha PLUS i found someone to watch the shinee show with me already!!!
KAN shi PEI! hee.
gam-sa-ham-ni-da!
so excited.
although my heart did ache when i order the tickets.
$180 just flew away ffrom me that instant.
hahha nvm.
i will wait patiently for shi pei to repay me!!! hahha.

disappointment

2009-12-29T07:19:00.000-08:00

i was supposed to make a really happy blog post ytd..
reason being:

i heard SHINEE GIRL in ARTBOX at AMK hub!!!!!
heard RING DING DONG at some korean cosmetic shop(i don know the shop name)
SHINEE IS COMING TO SINGAPORE.

BUT
reason 1 and 2 are just simply because i can hear shinee's songs in the public,
makes me feel that they are really popular in singapore
which gives raise to hope that they will be coming t o singapore.
the HOPE really came true!
but the show they are staging includes other artists and groups.
not to be offensive but i have never heard of any one of them. really. not even one.
no matter what i still wanted to go because this could be my only chace to see shinee in real life. >.<
but NO ONE WANTS TO GO WITH ME.
because

shinee is only RUMORED to be appearing for 5 mins, maybe sing ring ding dong?
and the tickets cost $75 anf $95.
me and my friends are poor kids that cant afford to pay nearly $100 for just five minutes of SHINEE LIVE performance.

I REALLY REALLY want to go... >.<
they appeared in my dream ytd.
i dreamt that i went to the show and was cheering for them.
=(

i GUESS it is all just fated.

NVM.

-sinking in DISAPPOINTED-

don't talk to me.

2009-12-26T07:18:00.000-08:00

okay. heck the pictures.

it taking me a million years to upload them.

CHRISTMAS was boring. i stayed at home and played

PLANTS VS ZOMBIE the WHOLE day.

and i find it REALLY fun.

not kidding. REALLY

then today.

almost the same thing la.

except that i was doing project with jeraine the whole afternoon.

headed for dance after that for rehearsal.

hmmm this somehow make me feel like

i'm a little similar to the SHINEE boys.

LOL. okay i'm living in my own world. i know.

just let me fantasize a little ok?

HAHA.

i was just watching [Why Not Dance?] concert.

ZOMG. i really suck at dancing.

REALLY.

i didnt know i looked like this on stage.

i expect a little bit more.

totally screwed up the show.

i can feel the tired-ness even when watching it now.

needless to say how the audience feel.

but i am grateful that my poly clique keep to support me. =D

well-appreciated.

AND. i have to start dancing from 9 to 6 tmr. full shift.

LAST time it was 10 to 10.

so i should consider myself lucky ya?

YA RIGHT. Bullshit.

but whatever happens,

i've always enjoyed performing on stage.

the applause i received.

the support from my mother although she doesnt show it.

but i know she does.

and the kind of bonding that we have among the dancers.

no matter what happens between anyone of us.

but when it comes to pre-performance period.

EVERYONE will CARE for EVERYONE.

which is good.

Last time, i find myself worrying for someone that i hated the most,

seriously worried. zomg and we did all sorts of things that i never imagined we would do.

>.<>

but staying in this dance troupe makes me anti-social and without friends.

i mean seriously without friends.

the people who i can talk to or go out with are within the fingers of my two hands.

i cant even include my toes.

well. there will come a time when i will leave dance.

things will be better till then.

meanwhile, let's enjoy the dancing and the bonding while it lasts

SHINEE WORLD-

MY proud work =D

2009-12-17T06:42:00.000-08:00

Shu fen sae-il-chu-ka! =D

2009-12-16T18:18:00.000-08:00

Sae=il-chu-ka
WONG SHU FEN.

pictures uploaded in facebook. =D

we went to Aston for dinner =D
it was delicious.
but the steak is as stubborn as my mother. >.<
whatever.

after dinner we walked all the way to Suntec city there.
to have ice cream!=D
[Tom's platter]
NICe. especially the rum and raisin
me, eveline, junhao and zhi min are the alcoholic freaks!
hee. OOPS!

the long time no see SHUSHU is back.
FREE lunch later. =D
we almost filed for missing people case liao lor.
after lunch got project meeting. >.<
for maths.
I HATE PROJECT MEETINGS.
They are a waste of time.

decided to post this.
this has got to be the sweetest thing on earth for all
SHINEE"'s fans
=D

Credits:bwmow5
enjoy!

2009-12-15T18:37:00.000-08:00

okay. ytd went to sembawang cai shen temple to thank the gods for protecting me the whole year.
There is not much of a crowd as it was a Tuesday morning. =D
We finish praying in about half an hour.

woo. i took this at the bus stop near the temple.. hahah artistic hor... LOL. =D

After which, i went to jurong to repair my laptop because
there's some problem with the sound device.
cant hear a single thing.
i waited so long and hoping i can get it done ytd
and no need to go back to collect it.
But the technician insist that i had to leave the laptop behind for them to fix it.
>.<
STRANGLES*
i could have waited and not having to make another trip down.
i think the technician did it on purpose.
ARRRGH*

Later in the evening, i went to cathay to catch a movie with elaine.
she got free movie tickets to AVATAR.
haha and she was LATE.
ANGRYS*
THE movie was SO LONG.LONGLONG>
ZOMG
i almost fell asleep.
[main point-avatar has only four fingers.]
HEE. only me and sherie (elaine's friend) realised this.
HAHAHA. so funny.
Den we wanted to go eat tou hua after movie.
but we don't know how to go.

oh. and i bought stickers while
shopping for atiqahá assessment books. =D
so cute. =P

haha. then i took pictures using my camera with my face on my phone's screen. hahah.
i didnt notice that at first.
i wanted to take a picture with my phone with the stickers.
then end up taking my face also.. haha LOL.

ZZZZZ
going to Cathay again for shu Fen's birthday celebration.
hahah.

sleeping time. =D

FREAKING. hell.

2009-12-13T21:43:00.000-08:00

I bought this camera at VIVO- Challengers! =D

Shu Fen and i went to vivo to shop after work at sentosa.

its only 279 =D hee.

YEAH.

hmmm work at sentosa was eh. not bad la.

quite relaxing and fun.

Kids can be so adorable =D

haha and i earn $50 just like that.

BLEAH. shu fen will jio me next time but NOT EVELINE.

but she's a lazy pig who likes to SLEEP

(i know you will be reading this someday.kekeke)

was trying out the camera so i took a few candid shots. =D

quality not bad hor. =D

after work that day, i still have dance practice at night.

OMG

my legs felt like it was going to break any moment if i continue standing.

>.<>

that was for saturday.

THEN, SUNDAY comes and i have to report for dance like 9.45 am.

to practice some dance. and i hate it.

the pot calling the kettle black

(did i get it right? =P)

don't know who come in later and start wasting our time

and say that other people wasting his time.

i can still endure this...

then after lunch. we FREAKING HELL

spend 4 hours finishing his dance.

FINALLY.

i rather kill myself than to dance his dance again.

REALLY and i mean it.

it is frustrating enough and some people have to come add oil into the fire.

FOR that moment

the passion was not there. not even a little bit.

i know i wont be able to do this. but i still will say it

I WANT TO QUIT DANCE.

its like a drug or something.

i just cant give it up.

CANT

whooo~ anger all vented out. just breathe in - and breathe out

Peace to the world! =D

Today is the first day of holiday and i very much enjoy slacking!!!! =D

SO MUCH... i hope this three weeks pass like its three months =D

i just watch UP online and cry buckets.

>.<

haha now going to watch planet 51! =D

but the streaming speed is 'even faster' than the speed of lightning

hahaha just have to wait for awhile =D

TATA~ an-nyeong! =D

random post. EMPTY BATTERY

2009-12-12T07:01:00.000-08:00

i'm surviving on the last bit of energy that is left in me.
my legs are so going to give way. >.<
i wont blog on what i did for today but on some thinking issues.

first- my mum
when people argue, they get agitated right.
then there will have the stare of evil.
or rather for me.
whenever i'm angry.
EVERYone senses it is the [you know what-condition].
and what my MUM interprets it as HATRED.
LIKE DUH. do you really think this is happening?
>.< RIDICULOUS.

Second on- jonghyun

yes he sings well he looks charming.
BUT i have a feeling that he's really petty.
or some sort.
and his attitude on shows.
like when people are laughing and he's not.
Onew imitate his singing just for entertainment purposes and he has to get all moody over this so OBVIOUS.
its all written on his face. >.<
i'm saying all this even though he's the one that i admire most in shinee.
>..< FACTS are facts. don't get blinded with emotions

i like Key's character- caring,takes care of members and the part about him beating someone when watching horror movie. that is damn hilarious.
this is the kind of personality that i look for in a partner. =D
But his hair for RING DING DONG is really killing me. >.<
cant his stylist just cut his fringe and let him see the lights again.
haha. ok.i'm running really low on energy.
shall update tmr. =D

END OF MST! =DDD

2009-12-11T07:21:00.001-08:00

hahah. after ITFD is like exams are over.
BUT
it is not over yet.
we went to ASTON for dinner ytd LOR.
and eveline wants me to be there.
so. i accommodate to her request. =D
(okay. eveline you don have to thank me for that)
LOL.
haha
then this morning, i so didnt want to practice my maths.
[roll my eyes]
while doing my work,
i felt really hungry and realized i haven't had my breakfast.
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but in the end my breakfast turned out to be this.

looks so not appetizing. =P haha.
then nothing better to do, so i cam whore in the toliet. haha..
this pctures looks like i put on eye make up and i swear i didnt.
the next picture can prove my innocence.

Thus, i conclude that photos are super deceiving.
ZOMG. never believe what you SEE.

hahah and after maths exam.
miserable me, hui li and eveline went shopping at 313,ion,wheel lock place.
ALOT of places la... also don know walk for how long.
until my legs want to break liao. >.< onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_j9hSMoXJIs0/SyJpu0yuxgI/AAAAAAAAAh4/bpgX5iZjLt4/s1600-h/DSC02227.JPG">

and and and i have work tmr.
thanks to shu fen's recommendation. >.<>.< sweet ="D">.< dreams ="D">

2009-12-08T03:07:00.000-08:00

Treasury is over! >.<
18/30 for MCQ.
hope i can pass the test ba.
Shall relax for the moment and resume studying TMR.
this is suggested by some clever witty.
HAHA.
i was like still curling my hair this morning before TREASURY.
i didnt mean to.
but i just CANT study.
NOTHING is going inside.
HAHA. and i made SUHSI. =D

looks appetizing? HAHA. its simply delicious!
to ME la. haha

oh. and audrey went to INDIA and bought me bangles.!
its purple! =D
so so so nice.
but i don want to thank her.
HAHA
JKJK. 감사합니다!

nice right =D

YEA YEA.

LOOKING forward to FRIDAY.

LOVES 수퍼주니어 and 샤이니!!!!

할머니 새일추카!

2009-12-05T07:06:00.000-08:00

Yea Yea.Today is celebration for Granny's Bdae!..

went to the same place to eat. >.<

So disappointing! i finish mugging Banking Law once again and completed topic 1 of ITFD. as for treasury... >.<>.< dong ="D">shinee!

Happiness can be the tiniest little things that happen around us.
They are waiting for us to ring them out.
we should ignore the hate and anger. which are standing right next to me.
ALWAYS. ignore.
i cant see anything...-_-

SORRY Shi pei >.<

2009-12-04T04:51:00.001-08:00

today is a crappy day.
ytd slept at around 1am.
almost died.
because it was like three weeks ago that i was sleeping at this timing. >.<
really tired.
Then don know why like there's a timer in my mind and it goes off at 7.30 everyday!
regardless of the time i sleep >.<
SO TIRED.

started packing my room early in the morning.
feel like i should clear out things.
so many things! >.<
and i should seriously stop SPENDING >.< zomg.
should think of a way of how to curb my spending. >.<
SAVE SAVE SAVE.
besides. i want to go on a diet... to eh.. lose 3 kg in 3 weeks? haha can?
cause i will be having holidays for 3 weeks.
=D

AND I"M SO SO SO SORRY. then i never go to shi pei's concert. >.<
really sorry. >.<
SORRY SORRY. don be mistaken i'm definitely NOT promoting SUPER JUNIOR"S
SORRY SORRY. hahah

finish mugging Blaw. >.< some how i just don have the sense of urgency to mug.
makes me feel scared that i'm not nervous about exams.Ha.

ok. i shall go and mug. >.< treasury. EEEE.

an-nyeang! =D

Day of FREEBIES =D

2009-12-03T06:25:00.000-08:00

today is a fairly boring day with all the tutorials and lectures.

but just before the end of the last lecture,
Benjamin showed us the email that uniqlo has discount on jackets!
$9.90
got really excited!
when we reached that it is like WTF***.
so many people.
it looks like world war 3 inside the shop.
aND Benjamin was liek so fierce to the little boy.
awww people just want to see clothes only ma...
how can you STARE at him..
[BEN i hope you see this]
LOL
and i saw chocolate there. what good luck is that.

plus +
STARBUCKS has free coffee today! hahah only donated 50cents.
feel guilty. BUT. hahah.. this is only like once in a while.
i'm a poor student not earning income.
donation shall be left for the working adults to participate. HAhA.
mi with STARBUCKS and uniqlo goods.hee

after which we went to HMV at heeren because hui li say got freebies.
but. when we reach there then we know that HMV has just moved to 313.
which is where uniqlo is. >.< onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_j9hSMoXJIs0/SxfRYVKptQI/AAAAAAAAAdo/0rl0NDmJ6SM/s1600-h/DSC02194.JPG">

and because there wasn't much left in the old HMV... so we walked back to 313 to see the new HMV
Den. i saw SHINEE's album....!
ZOMG

But its $28.95....
don bear to buy! so ex.
pinning all my hopes on EVELINE to buy it from Korea.
HAHA.. stress her abit. =D
this is such a long post.>.<>.< onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_j9hSMoXJIs0/SxfW1xUJ1rI/AAAAAAAAAeQ/Ialr-Lu2b48/s1600-h/DSC05020.JPG">

the jacket looks big.. LOL. but nvm. haha

=D

HAPPY.

Back after one year

2009-12-02T19:45:00.000-08:00

Back after one year.
i use this blog again because i got insert the plurk and ipod music gadgets.
>.< style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);">new moon. =D

attending Financial planning at the very moment.
but i don have any intention of listening to what teacher has to say.
i feel like sleeping.

next week is MST
and i haven start revision yet.
oh well. its not like i'm going to fail. haha

2009-01-15T21:52:00.000-08:00

project week... hai...damn sian.... two more projects due next week....

today is such a shuay day for mi,down on my luck lor....

nvm... the worst shall be over.

i wan this kind of love. haha... so sweet to see them together.... it is either love or i'll be alone forever... haha lol.
hai...

a gal waiting for her true love to come....

2008-12-21T07:40:00.000-08:00

daniel is jus so cute! ^-^

audrey bought this for mi! =D
yup!

a hectic week has passed! such a relief la.. but on the other hand.. another week of holiday is gone! left only one more week.. shit! i dread the feeling of going but to school... i haven done my resume. and there's tons of project to finish...

went to audrey house on wed.. to play with daniel. he's simply adorable! babies are so cute (when they are not mine) hahas. den the next day went to her house again... to play mahjong this time round. so boring la.. haha but got to see daniel again! so happy! den went on a date with janice to watch twilight... EDWARD CULLEN IS DAMN HOT times infinity... omg.. i wan to have a vampire bf.. even if he sucks all my blood. wahaha.. its good to be dreaming sometimes. den next day is so-called gang day

went out with audrey, seok ching, larry chee yi and hon hey.. haha.. went to kbox but that was actually my live concert la.. cause no one else is singing except mi.. i'm like singing 80% of the songs la.. haha =D after that went to causeway to look for zai and also watch a movie there.. and guess wat.. i watch the same movie la (twilight!) damn damn nice... worth to watch it a hundred times.. until i can memorise all the script hahas. den went to ichban lo...

this holiday is once in a lifetime that i'm super broke... and out of my eighteen years.. first time i'm buying christmas presents for my frenz... i spend a whole hundred dollars on them la... that is like is heart wrenching... (faints*). nvm.... once in a lifetime only... i think it will never happen again...haha

den sat which is ytd, was graduation day. i'm so glad that it is over... i don wan to dance the same thing over and over again. so tired la~

and today.. best la... 11 to 8... almost wan to die towards the end liao... hai..

ok... some reflections... i notice that i seldom take pictures recently... maybe i think i;m too ugly for photos...haha. don know why.. don like to see my own face. haha..
secondly, i'm actually longing for someone for mi to like..haha. doesnt matter if the other party like mi anot.. i think it's actually quite blissful to have someone to love and care for. maybe i watch too much drama le la... den long for the love that doesnt exist in the real world.. haha

ok... that's all la...too tired le..nitez

2008-12-15T06:33:00.000-08:00

oh my god..

its been like a hundred and ten years since i last posted. haha.. abit exaggerating. hee.

when shopping with qiqi last wed and before that we went for k lunch! haha. spent so much money lo.. but had alot of fun! =D

den the next day, stupid flu virus came to say hallo to mi.. den i kana fever also...it was damn torturing... haha but.. being taken care by my mother feels so good. =D she's always the best!

the following day is qiqi turn lo.. den on sat and sun still have to dance almost the whole day... i almost die of fatigue la... haha may god bless mi... i feel so sleepy now... shall update soon... haha coz i have nth much to do.. boo..haha =D

2008-05-22T21:52:00.000-07:00

yeaps! finally posting AGAIN!

the internet access at home using the stupid modern is damn slow.. so i'm just pissed off and decided not to post anymore..

haha.. now that i'm in the sch library.. hmmm so i shall make a post! =D

lalal~updates on dance. busy times are over... now focusing on prague and beyond horizon's items.... stress~ -_-'' hmmm... hope my mum will juz stop nagging me about dance... ^0^

sch life~~ hmmm.. nth much la. not really studying much lo... juz rushing and rushing projects... but my grp already finish everything le lo... so i'm left with no projects on hand... this make mi feel super happy... wahahaha... juz have to settle and start studying for MST....

and ya.. went out with seok, aud, jophia and xueqi to HOTPOT culture for dinner... hmmm had a great time... especially with seok.. cause very long nvr see her liao... hee. SHE MISSES MI!!!!! but but but.... the whole happiness is spoiled by some not very well-mannered waiter... i was really pissed... hmmm.. i should have juz left already... shouldnt have waited for half an hour... arrrgh...

hmmmm.. i must learn to be smarter next time.kuku~ make myself angry for nth...whoo~ relax... cannot angry... will old de.. and nobody wans mi... hahah... =D that's all for now

tata~~

2008-05-04T08:04:00.000-07:00

ok... i hate irritating people. vv irrtating.. arrgh.

don know where i feel the pain in my heart now. vv pain.. and i feel vv frustrated.
SADDED--

arrgh wat is happening? EVERYTHING is in a mess. my MIND is in a whirl~

Have i offended you in any way. why do you have to do that to mi. ireally hate you. HATE. H-A-T-E...

take a deep breath...~~ and i still feel the same way.

2008-04-16T07:31:00.000-07:00

okok.... first tuition lesson.. as the teacher... it is way more stresss den wat i thought it was.. hai... didnt do vv well... quite upset with myself....hai...hope i can do better for nest week... at least at least... finish this year of teaching.....=D try to hang on ba.... hmmm thinking, thinking....

WAT the hell is on ur mind... i so wan to know...

2008-04-06T06:09:00.000-07:00

hmmm... haven update for quite a while le....nth much this few weeks lo... juz working and dancing la...den went to two bdae party- jia le and audrey de. was like both went for awhile den go le lo. a bit sian la.. hmm.. but anyway.. had fun la..like ytd... my dearest kor sent mi home leh..hahah..=D hmm. den b4 that went to two times OC [outside catering].. first is the russian don know wat dinner de. at fort canning lo... go there feed mosquito..work from 9am to 2am den shiok la... den somemore still drank some champange haha.. two glasses lo... like oh my god..humph. but i wasnt drunk..haha

anyway i had rashes the other morning when i wake up.. think i'm allergy to alcohol man..hai.. that is damn sian lo.den cannot drink liao..den the oc is to the embassdor's house..haha like so cool.haha.. VIP service lo..haha but was quite pissed that day la.. don know why...hmm..ok... fine i'm now pissed with my mum.. is very irritating...tsk. wa lao...i'm not writing anymore..

2008-03-24T09:21:00.000-07:00

haha.. finally updated!!! was busy for the perf. [enter #1773]...was a tired but unforgettable week... although i dread to go there everyday, but when it was time to leave, i kind of feel quite emo. i cant bear to...haha. It was a fun experience to be a sound operator..COOL.

But a bit sian cause iahve to be in the sound room... almost all the time..haha...which i don like... cause like that i cant tok to elaine they all..haha so lonely. hee. through this concert... got to know verity and qi rui alot more... =D which is a very good thing..haha. =D juz love Verity... she is so DAMN CUTE....Can i keep her in a box???

hee. that's wat i have been saying for the past week..hee. really.. she the cutest gal i have ever seen....haha. bet alot of guys are wooing her..haha. if i'm a guy, i would wan her to be my gf..hahah. =P

eh..... very lazy to upload photo here... coz vv lag.. hmmm wan to see then go facebook lo... i all upload le... if not feng lao shi will scold mi again...

hee.. that's all...too tired le..

vv fan... don know wat u thinking. arrgh.. y is this even happening..

2008-03-17T10:10:00.001-07:00

i suddenly feel very very emo.....don know why..

..how i wish u were here....

been awake for the past 20 hours.

HAIZ...

2008-03-06T04:43:00.000-08:00

whew~ today watch the leap years with shane!! hee. all the guys and my gal fren P.S mi.... i super sad.. haha.. but got shane to watch with mi =D hee.

hmm the leap years~~~hmm very romantic and touching..if u believe in fate.. this movie will be vv nice. =D [i don wan to be with someone for the sake of being together or juz bcoz i'm lonely.... i wan to be with someone i cannot live without]

this sentence is so meaningful!!! i think i will abide to this...hahaha.. this means that i might not even have a bf in the next 5 years...wooo which means i'm already 23...haha crap la...haha

hee.. shane buy for mi de choco biscuit

seok present!!! buy already i heart pain lo..
haha oops! to seok: i don mean it!!

yea =D

2008-03-04T04:26:00.000-08:00

now i know wat its like to live lik a pig.. everyday i wake up

clean up, eat breakfast, use com, eat lunch, watch tv, eat dinner, watc tv, use com, watch tv and sleep....

i've been living lik this for the past two days,... but it feels like vv long.. haha...but anyway i can onli enjoy this kind of life for this week la... next whole week i will be working every day...!!!! hai.. for the sake of money... =D i will hang on de...

boo.... so bored. i wan a BF!!!! hahaha.. oops.! =P

2008-02-28T21:08:00.000-08:00

AHHH!!!!!!

i have no job for the next whole week...!!!! wat am i supposed to do??

sian... and larry's decided that no more dance for him....

wat about mi???

dance?

haiz...

2008-02-26T16:36:00.000-08:00

WAHAHAHAHA.....

on monday after AEP, i came home and slept for the whole day...which was like [oh, i'm in heaven] what if i juz die in my sleep...wooo... don wan i still young lo...hee.

haha then ytd [tue] i was slacking the whole day la... facing the laptop for the whole day. hahaha my eyes are going to spoil..hahahah.... these few days i like to sleep alot la..haha don know why... anyway its a very good thing ma.. next month cannot liao... must piang work lo...coz not enough money for europe trip hahaha.... money money money...tsk.. giving mi such a headache.... wan to go out with my fren also must think twice lo. coz will spend money and somemore cannot go work...hai... but neh mind la... this month only left a few days... last day of the month go out with them lo.... then next month no more outing le... But tskk.. still have to go jia le bdae party..hhahaha that means must buy present la...humph....ah!!!!! still got concert lo... sian sian sian....ah.... anyone wan to buy ticket????? 27 dollars for working adults and 21 student price...... concert at national library drama centre... dates- mar19,20,21..... come come support kk??? hahaha =D

so nervous about my result...weeeeeeee =P

2008-02-24T22:48:00.000-08:00

Finally AEP is over yes!!!!!!! i'm officially on leave....which is like damn happy la.. finally can get to rest le....i'm so tired la..haiz.

mi and goh cheese. my face vv big leh... wa lao. bleah

mi and wai at bi ru si.

this pic is funny[the finger was a conincidence]

the new A380... vv luxurious de wor...so cool

mi and audrey... fell down that day =(

zhen shun has a kuku face...haha

2008-02-23T07:28:00.001-08:00

ok..hahahaha finally.. past few days was like..non stop... haha working for the past two days and incredible things happen...

First, i know this auntie by the name of jessie.. hAhaha.. she's nice... and vv easy-going.. =D happy working with her..haha then on the same day, i got to know her god-son kwee siang..haha he was like not even looking at mi when the auntie introduce mi la..den i got a bit angry and didnt talk to him to..haha joking de ma..hee... day one was quite ok la.. saw a few handsome guys-[such motivation for mi to go to work is damn good]

Second,i know another guy by the name of bao long. haha quite funny guy.. feel good to tok to him.. like very comfortable like that. we chat as if we have known each other for a long time le...=D den jinwen and alan drop by... den i chat with them lo... for about two WHOLE hours... which means i have been slacking and earning money lo..haah.. tden the highlight of the day is that auntie wants to me to go watch airshow with her and her son.. that's like OH MY GOD..haha no choice la.. den iwent lo.. but with audrey tagging along hee.. didnt get to see much la.. as we were in a rush of time lo...hahah hmmm her son is not my ideal type of bf.. so ya...think not suitable ba..oops...auntie's effort had gone to waste..hee.hee.

den i have bee chatting with bao long the whole day...woo..hahah feel happy cause i have found another good fren =D that's pretty good..haha

ok for the photos regarding airshow and today's chingay performance i will upload them tmr.. cause the stupid internet acces is damn slow...so ya.. i wan to sleep already..hee.. tata~

2008-02-17T19:14:00.000-08:00

wee... finally most of the performance are over. now left with lee foundation,chingay and AEP.... which is still alot....sian lo...cannot take it le...hai...

i still don know the answer...cannot figure it out? but there wont be any more chance to find out the answeR? i think... juz let things be the way it is ba..

2008-02-15T18:20:00.000-08:00

at seok de house... wahahaha i was the sole winner... yea!

mi and qiqi. chu 4 tuan pai..=D

lazy to upload the rest... ok.. chu 4 tuan pai had passed and also the ren ri perf. haha... later will be going to bi ru si la...this month is so PACKED! every week we are performing.. . .tsk!. haha i broke my record! work for 11 hours ytd...! den still got dance at night...haha i was super high ytd la.. cause abit mentally unosund liao...haha... boo! i wan to be tuition teacher...haha 3 hours den can 40 plus liao..ytd i do until like crazy den onli earn 63...wat the! haha...bleah.. so looking forward.

can someone tell mi wat i really wan... coz i really don know... in a lost. . .

2008-02-09T04:27:00.000-08:00

i'm so fREAKING PISSED!. damn.. what a great new year... thanks ar

2008-02-06T02:36:00.000-08:00

oh man... i actually like CNY. but this year.. i cant of hate it bcoz.. all my relatives are COMING to MY house. and i don LIKE them... that's the main point..
haha i've been cooping in the room for the past three hours...or 4... lost count le la..don feel like going out lo... like damn sian... can i fake sleeping? haha...

AH!!!!! why? tsk....seriously very irritating..

2008-01-22T05:24:00.000-08:00

hmmm.. ok the perf at buddha tooth temple was vv unmemorable... not bcoz of the dance items. but what happened that day...

eh. i'm not going to elaborate on the whole thing but juz to wan to say that. i found out that actually ppl do CARE. and it touches mi very much...hahah say until abit emotional... but REALLY..it is lucky to have u guys around. hope i can still spend many many years with them. ANd.... special thanks to my mum...!!! she's such a life saver.!!! haha....she juz loves mi too much..wahahaha... watever... woo... my hair all stand liao... haha no pictures for that day... coz really not in the mood to take any pics... abit wasted coz SOME of them, may not be dancing anymore le...ya so.... hmmm...that's all... going to chiong for my stats.. =D

2008-01-17T22:30:00.000-08:00

audrey kuku face...wahahaha... don angry la.. very pretty lo....hahah

trying to act cute? had nth better to do..

i'm scary right...? juz say YES!!!

tata~~~! su lao shi... VERY VEY LONG time again...oops!
hmmm.. i seriously not in study mood!!!! nth is going inside my brain..how? how? how?

give mi some motivation to study!!!! maybe... let mi know some handsome guys???hee. =X juz jk lah..hahah

and i have serious insomia!!!!!!... izzit spell this way? anyway.. its a disease that keeps mi awake at night... understand?????

ah... and my dark eye rings.. i think thay love mi so much that they wan to stay with mi forever....i don love them.. they juz don understand...i talking like a crazy person..eh...this may be a result of information overload...

yawnz.. i wan to sleep... guess wat... its 2.30 in the afernoon....

BUT.. who cares???? =D

2008-01-14T17:54:00.000-08:00

we had a feast at CHIN CHIN coffee shop...!!!hahaha.. we had difficulty finishing the chicken. hees.

me and yan li.. with my new hair style.. =D witch yoo hee.!

tata~ mi qi and aud after work last tuesday

i smile like a retard. bcoz its already 1.30 am in the morning when we took this photo.. -_-

really tired!!!!

qiqi's turn to sleep...!!!

yeah yeah... beautiful roses...=D
lalalala~ post again!!! hmmm basically a long long long day.. which is ytd.. is finally over!!! coz in the morning we had IDEAS presentation, then afternoon we had crs test and in the evening i had my MOB test too!!!whew~ really info overload la.. but the test turn out to be quite easy but i'm not sure whether i can score well.. i hope i can A's MOB...haha coz my tutor very cute!! hee.

2008-01-08T08:36:00.000-08:00

julia and yan li...bing cheeky

tons of mob... i'm so shag
mi and qi.

us... after work... -_- tired times ten thousand.
haha.. i really shouldnt be doing this now.... but..haha. watever...

i've got alot of questions!!!

Should i study through the night???
i think i should
should i cut my hair???
i really wan to
when can i tok to my mum about dance...??
seriously don know
and when will she stop forbiding mi to go dance????
never.

weird huh... i have all the answers to my questions... then i still ask for wat...
vv tired leh.. feel like sleeping le..hee. =D

2007-12-30T07:33:00.000-08:00

yeah yeah.. my larry..haha janice the third party...wahahahz
hahah quite long nvr update liao... coz i'm lazy..haha...dance dance dance.. i haven ask my mum yet.. i still think she will say no.. how???hai... sch starting soon i ahven revise lo... die times ten thousand lo.wan slp liao.. tmr den update again.=D

some thing are juz not meant to be heard. but keeping it to urself hurts.

2007-12-18T05:57:00.000-08:00

whew~ finally three days perf is over!!!! but i have this weird feeling again... i somehow hope that the perf is not over yet. hai...we took alot of pictures and had so much fun. it was really like a big family... i like the feeling.. but its not going to be this way anymore. so? should i stay or leave? i also don know...i have this urge to leave right now. but i cant. coz still have perf.
hahaha... that's abit lame. hmm... watever. two weeks break is so not enough for me.. really have to start doing my workle. if not no time for studying...

and.. for the pics... i next time free then upload ba.. now damn lazy. =D

2007-12-03T07:05:00.000-08:00

whew~ its a tiring rehearsal... glad that it's over. but but.. my mum's starting to object mi from going back to horizon.. but how can i give it up? its been like that for the past five years. how can i juz let go? i cant. i really cant. don care.. argue with her all he way.. i will show her with actions and not words. !!!! like so damn tired.. really no mood la.. NO! cher say must increase level of happiness =D..

hee. oh my god.. her hair is like damn nice.. i wan to vut like that!!! but but.. got perf. cannot. hai. can i make do with fake hair?? don know i ask cher lo.. if can den i go cut le..hahah =D

hee. this is wat my grandma bought for mi cute right?

mi and yan li in train =D

marvin's rubiks and mine!!! [ahem mine is brand new k? haha]

look at the mess... hai... like damn alot of costume to wash..=(

2007-11-29T18:10:00.000-08:00

aim of the day- TO increase level of HAPPINESS.

that's wat my MOB tutor says today.

haha. yeah.. GIVE IN, TOLERATE and be happy. that's all i wan to be.

a smile a day keeps my life longer each day. =D

2007-11-21T17:53:00.000-08:00

ok.. hahah finally. ra-sa-sa-yang is over... hee. was like damn tired yesterday... and u know wat the hairstyle i had ytd..ARRGH.... i can kill ten people to do that hair style.. u have no idea how pain it was... don ever underestimate the PAIN.

hahha pictures pictures!!!

mi and seok

seok aud tong

uncle. not vv happy... so fierce lo

mi and seok 2

tong and elaine

qiqi and mi

what are they doing??

she's jealous of mi being cute..wahahaha..

we really too free already haha.. mirror reflection. =D. i'm tall...hee.

emo boy. i thought i look nice in this pic.. haha coz cannot see my whole face. =P

mi and xue qi

mi and janice.[ thanks to her for that painful experience]

mi and jophia! and her coke.

and finally. the group photo!!! hahah...
wa.. upload until i crazy lo..humph
now for some more photos.

this is the side view of my hair... GOSH! ok it looks quite nice.. BUT...the next pic will tell u why i was being stared..throughout my journey home yesterday. HAI

ok this is good.cannot see my face but can see my hair...see what i mean? peope are like all STARING at mi...tsk.
haha

.so embarassing..hee..

tata~need to go school le.. hee.

2007-11-20T21:33:00.000-08:00

ok. i'm now ROTTING in the School library. doing nth.. so crap.
coz mi and jeraine decided to pon GEMS bcoz we both feel like sleeping in class..
haha last chance to pon le. must plan properly.hee. hee.

and my manicure is off my fingers!!! i took a pretty long time to remove those thingy la.. my fingers are like hurting now.haha

later still got performance lo.. i feel so sick... juz wan to go home and sleep on my beautiful bed.. oh man... i have to wait for like ten more hours la... time check: 1.37pm. blogger de time not accurate de...wahahahah...

feel damn shag la... i'm like not doing my homework lo...even since dance started to get busy. hai. coz is like u are really tired when u get home. and u still have to finish a pile of tutorial work.. that is like damn la. haha. But.. BUT..haha have to work hard la.. coz final exams coming le lo.. and i've not been paying attention during lecture.. example like MOB,ECONs,STATS,PACC.. erm pratically like every thing hor... so lame.hahahah okok maybe i shall spend my free time now working on my econs.. i didnt even understand wat cher was saying in the tutorial this morning la.. and i onli got 75 for my econs MST... cher say she quite surprise.. thought i could get better results lo... den if i wan an A for econs.. i have to get like 95 over 100 for the final exam la. to score juz nice an A ok...wa... sian liao... now onli can pray that i don get a C lo. i wan at least a B or B+...hahaha

pinch of jealousy? i don feel that i juz feel abit irritated..that's all and nth else.. yup.HAPPY =D

yeah.. gonna take alot of pictures later with my new cybershot camera..like so fun..YEAH!!!! hee.

i don hope for anymore... juz hope that things maintain the way they are now.=D

2007-11-17T07:00:00.000-08:00

.. today was like damn high.. we keep dancing matsuri... got the shuai shuai pose hee.tiredz~ but i like it.

ok.. had this for my birthday.nice? but its like abit big la.hahah.. does it look nice on the big head doggy.. or cute little stitch??? hahah or on MY HAND... wahahas

big head dog! both thing given by the same person. =D

stitch...CUTE!!!

beautiful hand hahaha =D

2007-11-15T06:06:00.000-08:00

my first ever manicure!!!! wahahaha. so excited... but vv scared will scratch until.hee..so cool la.. its like mi and julia pon econs lecture juz to do our nails....wahahaha...

things are juz meant to be this way?

i really hope that eternal love really exists in the world.

i will give up anything and everything for that.

HAIZ

2007-11-10T06:00:00.000-08:00

ok i was bored la...hahaha...

pray to god la.. =D

ok today had dance... den watch tv for the whole day..den ya lo.. going back to dance make mi feel. abit empty.. like something is missing. haha

=D i don know wat to say le.

2007-11-09T07:36:00.000-08:00

this is disgusting man..hahah

they LOVE strwberries! =D

hee. went to collect pay with qi qi today.. den after that still go NAFA there wait for aud den give her surprise lo.. lol.

last two days lazy to upload la.. caust was like damn tired. oh ya.. wed went to work as food server lo. it was actually quite easy la.. coz trAIne ma.. one more time than must do it all by my self le...sob.. so shag. why cannot be drink server.? haha.den thursday sleep until don know wat time la.. damn shuang..wahaha..

haiz..very shag lo.. everyone is like leaving le la.why? i understand that everyone have their own difficulty. but is it that hard to accomadate. is it really true that u don have enough time to study?? maybe. but. haiz. i know it difficult. but but but.haiz. its always hard... idon know. i really don know wat to say le.. . . .

2007-11-05T06:26:00.000-08:00

haha. just collect my nike voucher today
one hundred bucks!!! so cool.
let's see what shall i buy la...bag? hee. don know la... got time den go shop shop lo. hee.

last friday was the second day of work. hmmm i find it fun to work. i work until like 2 am in the morning. but got home at 4 am..like damn. haha but so cool... first time i'm going home at that time. hee. that day the tables that i served got a few handsome guys..hee. oops! one of them was drunk and nearly fall on me...it was like so funny. CUTE! hee. looking forwArd to payroll..hee

=D

i have lots in my mind.
but i don know wat to say.
if thing are meant to be this way.
we have to follow as it is.

2007-10-28T06:20:00.000-07:00

my new shorts! really very short hor.

i LOVE myself!!!!

that is what is left when i reach home =D
erm.. okok...friday..we pon pacc and went west mall for subway.. DAMN NICE la.. cold cut. wahahahah. oops! hee. wore my i love et shirt that day...damn funny. hee. also drank coffee bean.don know what chocolate la.. don know how to spell. it hurts my heart to drink it..hahaha bcoz it cost like $6.80 la. my money!!!! oh my goodness.

den sat wake up early to do e learning assignments. shag la.. sch thinks that e learning week means ALOT of free time. we still need to study for mst la. give us so many assignment. like sian half liao... after that went to meet aud to buy skirt and shoes for work. burnt another hole in my pocket. what the hell... but nvr i will get it back when i work. =D was quite nervous when i started work la. but slowly got used to it le. =). but i seriously cannot wear heels. they are like killing mi la.. my feet is now so swollen lo.. lol. haha but i will persist on.. hee. for the sake of money. i vv money face ya? haha no choice.. in need for money la...=D like slept at 2 am ytd..haha

den today.. actually no need go back dance de... then people LAST MINUTE call and say we NEED to dance. ya. so went back la.. i seriously enjoy dancing la. but was tired after work so abit cannot concentrate. i wonder if i can cope la.. its like so many things. School,CCA, dance, job. hahah.. will i even have time to sleep?
have la. i think..hee.

i don know why. i really didnt mean to. but things juz turn out the way it is. i didnt manage to control my actions. i'm sorry. really. i mean it.

2007-10-24T23:11:00.000-07:00

i very shag now... damn low morale.. i don know why?. i care.. but other people don't.. why? i juz get this off my mind. its like damn irritating...

SIAN....... disappointed. FRENZ? or FOES?

2007-10-24T05:33:00.000-07:00

so funnny.. i nth to do den take them...

chocolate fondue!!! we had two of that... or izzit three.. hahaha

my cake!!! hahaha

the WRONG DISH.

hahaha. the OFFICIAL day is over...had a lot of fun yesterday la... recieve damn alot of happy bdae msg and comments. hee. thanks everyone!!!! hee. i like the feeling of bdae. it makes mi feel like a little present. everyone seeing bdae song for mi..hahaha ok there it goes.. i have to wait for another year la... hee...

first is audrey they all gave mi a surprise la..hee. thought they really not going to celebrate my bdae for mi de.. but...hahahah den is at school whole class sing song for mi..haha got my cute cute mob tutor..hee. [Halo!] hee. hee. den den.. for the finally part...my 407 gang!!!! wahahaha winnie, guan yi, irene,wei jian, daryl,nicholas and SHANE!! hahaha.. oops! hee. den we had dinner la.. and mr NEO order wrongly lo... for all times during my bdae... order the wrong dish for mi... Thanks ar..hahah jkjk...later he going to nag at mi liao..hee. den we had chocolate fondue!!!yeah yeah...

i will cherish wat i have now.... =D

2007-10-20T07:10:00.000-07:00

okok. now i don feel pissed, angry or wat so ever. i'm a little sad and disappointed. why will things turn out this way? i really don understand..haha but nvm...

rotting away at home today... so sian...yeah tmr can go out!! watch concerthahaha. today mummy bought mi a tiny straberry chocolate cake... which is of course VERY DELICIOUS. hee. coz tuesday i got school not free ma.. so she say today buy for mi lo..wahahaha. nth much la. juz a cake and some of my favourite dishes today.. simple and sweet. that's all i ask for...contented.

i don feel well. hope i don fall sick during these few days.. if not... sianz...hahaha. better start doing my crs already.. if not later no need sleep liao.hee. =D

2007-10-18T22:51:00.000-07:00

ok..... i'm damn bu shuang man... like i nvr do anything wrong lo... ok if u don like how i treat you. TELL MI... don keep saying nvm or i XI GUAN le... i don give a damn k? and don you ever show mi attitude. i nvr beg u to do that ok... now its like all my fault. u have no rights to throw your temper on mi k? ok u will say u didn't FINE! that wat was that msg for. DAmn it. i swear to GOd that i'm never ever toking to you again.... PISSED!!!!! spoil my day la... i was so angry that i couldn't sleep well last night... all thanks to YOU!!!!!

now. for smth happier. i pon taekwondo training again today. i don know why i dread going to training so much.. although it is quite fun... don know... only if its dance....hahhaha.. all i think about is dance sia...hee. die la.. mst week coming must study le... MOB got so much things to rmb lo. definitions!!!! hahah but MOB tutor is cute... he always says "Hello!" hahahah.....he's a nice person. i like his lesson.. oh great i'm going to have econs tutorial later damn sian...hahaha i feel like sleeping.... =0...

2007-10-13T20:10:00.001-07:00

see no evil hear no evil speak no evil.

six of us! =)

hmmm. snap shot by yan li la... found this pic while browsing through. =D

this weekend no dance... so bu xi guan...hahaha... two more weeks to go... no dance den i stay at home at rot lo.. also never study.... keep sticking to the tv... die liao la.... exam coming soon lo... sianz

i have encounter a giant problem in accounts. oh my god!HELP!!!..how... tsk...headache la.. one tutorial from yesterday do until now....liao~ still got econs tutorial to do lo... omg.. later still going out with jeraine to buy shoe shoe... yeah..

oh ya.. skipped taekwondo practice last week so shuang... i seriously think i will quit ba... coz i really don like it... or i will pon practice lo... not that i cannot take the training. i s i don like wat i'm doing... u see la. dance training was much tougher than this lo.. i sill can take it ma... WHY? bcoz its DANCE!!!! my passion....hahahaha yeah yeah... hope can go back dance soon! i don wan to become a tv addict.. =D

2007-10-10T18:21:00.000-07:00

hahaha.. it was supposed to be mi and larry taking this pic de.. but larry keep giggling. so we didnt manage to take the photo. but marvin was quite professional. one take den ok le..hahahah but he really look so bu shuang...hahahaha oops! any owe him money???

hahah but mi and larry managed to take this funny photo..omg look at my face..so kuku. hee. that day really break record le lo.. wear costume for over6 hours la...oh my goodness... my face is so going to rot bcoz of the make up...so torturous.

now we have like three weeks without dance la... er... if its one week sil can la... but three weeks without dance?? i feel vv uneasy leh... coz i so use to be at horizon during the weekends. now u ask mi to stay at home and rot... oh my god.. i actually feel a bit depressed when we don have dance. whether wat and when is the next dance performance.hahaha den school work still ok la... not vv stress..
hmmm but i really don like taekwondo. i onli go for the training nia. to stay fit lo.. if not ppl say i fat. den low morale liao.ah!!!! training is tmr...now i know how dreadful it is to do something that u don like...haiz...i wonder if i will quit..haha don know... =D

guy:mi,why MI?

gal: bcoz u saw mi when i was invisible.=D

2007-10-03T20:29:00.000-07:00

hahah this dog cutez hor... sUPERMAN!! hahah... i now in sch la... food court three... drinking my fav strawberry milkshake..yum yum.. i'm seriously going to get fatter lo.. i don wan!!! hahah later going to have 5 hours of leson liao.. sianz...

indulge in happiness that belongs to mi.... no one can bother mi....hahahaha =D

2007-10-01T08:22:00.000-07:00

YEAH! bought my first ever pair of skinnys today!... i still find it weird bcoz of my thunder thighs! omg.....hahah but its still nice.. and i saw this vv nice pair of shoe in bata....its BROWN.. my favourite colour....but its thirty dollars....abit ex la... don bear to spend such money..hahas.. wonder if my mum will be so kind to sponsor mi.. i hope so.. i will tel her the first thing tmr morning.....hope she nods her head.!!! yea yea... school is so tiring...sianz....

time to sleep! =D

CHEERS! smiles everyday! =)

2007-09-30T07:45:00.000-07:00

i'm tired..haha...today dance actually quite slack but i'm aching over coz su lao today.. wa help mi crack hor.
damn shuang la... but pain until cannotl lo.... die la... tmr wake up sure cant move de..hee

somethings are juz not meant to be.... what's not urs will never be yours...
cherish wat u have now..

=D

2007-09-26T08:37:00.001-07:00

damn it... so damn it!!!!

i'm so damn tired....

dark clouds are still around my life...

when will they be gone?

2007-09-25T08:28:00.001-07:00

i feel blissful....

simply BLISSFUL

i hope this moment never end... =D.... i will cherish all this...haha

YAWNZ... time for bed =0

2007-09-24T06:59:00.000-07:00

wooo.... artistic picture...haha er... desktop a bit lag la... so next time den upload pic... if not i have to sit in front of the computer for the whole night....=D
school starts.. and its boring... haha....but better den lazing around at home la....brain stop working will spoil de....must start studying liao....=) tmr until 5....humph... so sad....=( i wan go sleep le... hee. ya i know.. i'm such a pig....hee. but nvm... =D

2007-09-16T06:25:00.000-07:00

given by ye lao shi......

three pigs...=D

mi and kai ling....(can u hear mi, listen to mi pls...)

gay ryan..haha

aud and mi... artistic right..haha

mi and ting feng

concert is over!!!! finally can get a bit of rest.... but really cant bear la... will miss it a lot... sobs...

after perf. depression is here again. haha...but actually i enjoy this kind of busy schedule... haha but sometimes really cant take it la... physically vv tired...yawn..so fast left one week of holiday onli... next week start school liao...must jia you jia you jia you...!!!!! pa cha!

and special thanks for

shi pei (both)

daryl(flowers)

winnie...(for shouting for mi! hahas.)

hee. yunhui+ gAng (for the big sun flower)

i love DANCING! =D rocks man.

2007-09-11T22:47:00.000-07:00

whew~i can talk properly now... but.. my flu's BACK!.....tsk...so unbearable...woo... going to run the final lap for SENSES concert...see the time table so scary... 10 am must report... 11pm den debrief... oh man...andi'm angry... everyone says i'm fat.... except my mum....she never thinks that i'n fat...haha....

got my sem 1 result le.. quite satisfied la.. but can be better....EC onli got a C lo... so lousy..haiz....got to buck up in the next sem la.... 13 weeks of school.. oh my god that's four straight months of studying... hope i can cope la... =D

my head hurts like crazy now....haiz...... HELP!!!!!

2007-09-08T09:08:00.000-07:00

er. i think this place is at suntec if i'm not wrong.. haha...

went to watch dance concert today la...abit chim ar.. don understand wat they dancing..haha but nvm...hee. i can talk NOW!.. but my voice vv low.... damn funny la... cannot go high pitch..sianz...
going to be another busy week coz concert is coming le....its juz about six days away...so fast.. i hope that this concert can be over real soon....but when its really over.. i think i cant bear it ba...i have this after performance depression sickness..haha vv funny hor.. i own self give the name one... vv tired leh.. althought i slept for vv long le... latic acid is acting on mi... oh no!!!!

another of rehearsal to look forward too....9/9/07 =D

2007-09-04T23:38:00.000-07:00

i still cant talk properly....sob...and i've been sleeping for the whole day... wat else can i do?

i think is the medicine cause drowsyness... is it the correct spelling? aiya... watever...

i'm so bored!!!.. later going out to dance le...sian...dance dance dance...tsk...nobody wan to watch mi dance.

*-*... . . . . . . .

2007-09-03T18:36:00.000-07:00

i have no voice... i can't talk....!!! so xin ku.....it killing me to be so quiet....

dance dance dance....whew~ hope i can talk again soon...haha. =D

TRACY

You cant stop an avalanche

As it races down the hill

You can try to stop the seasons, girl

But ya know you never will

And you can try to stop my dancin' feet

But i just cannot stand still

Cause the world keeps spinnin'

Round and round And my heart's keeping time

o the speed of sound I was lost til i heard the drums

Then i found my way

TRACY & LINK

Cause you can't stop the beat

Ever since this old world began

A woman found out if she shook it

She could shake up a man

And so i'm gonna shake and shimmy it

The best that i can today'Cause you cant stop

The motion of the ocean Or the sun in the sky

You can wonder if you wanna But i never ask why

And if you try to hold me down I'm gonna spit in your eye and say

That you cant stop the beat!

PENNY

You can't stop a river As it rushes to the sea

SEAWEED

You can try and stop the hands of time

But ya know it just can't be

PENNY And if they try to stop us, Seaweed,I'll call the N Double A C P

Cause the world keeps spinning

Round and 'roundAnd my heart's keeping time

To the speed of sound I was lost til i heard the drums

Then i found my way

PENNY & SEAWEED

Cause you can't stop the beat

PENNY & SEAWEED

Ever since we first saw the light

A man and woman liked to shake it

On a saturday night And so i'm gonna shake and shimmy it

With all my might today'Cause you cant stop

The motion of the ocean Or the rain from above

You can try to stop the paradiseWhat I'm dreamin' of

But you cannot stop the rhythm Of two hearts in love to stay

Cause you cant stop the beat!EDNAYou cant stop my happiness

Cause i like the way i am And you just can't stop my knife and fork

When i see a christmas ham So if you don't like the way i look

Well, i ust don't give a damn!

EDNA & ENSEMBLE

Cause the world keeps spinning

Round and 'round And my heart's keeping time

To the speed of sound I was lost til i heard the drums

Then i found my way

EDNA & COMPANY'

Cause you cant stop the beat

Ever since this old world began

A woman found out if she shook it

She could shake up a man

And so i'm gonna shake and shimmy it

The best that i can todayCause you cant stop

The motion of the oceanOr the sun in the sky

You can wonder if you wannaBut i never ask why

And if you try to hold me down I'm gonna spit in your eye and say

That you cant stop the beat!

MOTORMOUTH

Oh oh ohYou can't stop today

As it comes speeding down the track

Child, yesterday is hist'ry

And it's never coming back

MOTORMOUTH & ENSEMBLE'

Cause tomorrow is a brand new day

MOTORMOUTH

And it don't know white from black

ENSEMBLEYeah!MOTORMOUTH & ENSEMBLE

'Cause the world keeps spinning'Round and 'round

And my heart's keeping time To the speed of sound I was lost til i heard the drums

Then i found my way 'Cause you cant stop the beat

ALL

Ever since we first saw the light

A man and woman liked to shake it

On a saturday night And so i'm gonna shake and shimmy it

With all my might today'Cause you can't stop

The motion of the ocean Or the rain from above

They can try to stop ths paradiseWe're dreaming of

But you cannot stop the rhythmOf two hearts in love to stay

You can't stop the beat!Aah, aah, aah Aah, aah, aah

Aah, aah, aahALLEver since we first saw the sun

A man and woman like to shake it when the day is done

But we're gonna shake and shimmy it

And have some fun For today!

ALL

Cause you can't stop

The motion of the ocean

Or the rain from above

You can try to stop the paradise

We're dreaming of But you cannot stop the rhythm

Of two hearts in love to stay 'Cause you can't stop the beat!

You can't stop the beat!!

2007-08-28T07:39:00.000-07:00

ang ang ang...hee...

chippy! cheese hotdog!

eat chippy and be like her...! wahahaha

er.. went for the telemarketing job today la.. it was boring and tiring... felt so bad towards the auntie but no choice i really cant continue.....haiz.. sorry....job searching...again..hahaha...sian another day of my holidays....-_-'''

2007-08-27T06:05:00.000-07:00

my untidy tABLe.... =X

my new watch... haha 10 bucks onli. =D

ya.. exams are over and i'm enjoying my holidays... i will be so occupied by dance in the next few weeks.. concert coming le.... everything is not done yet... so rush... mental blocked~

ah... today ji ben gong so vigorous... haha tmr sure ache until cannot de..haha.. nvm..i will soon get use to the pain.. a few more times will do... =D

i really hate it when this happens.... wat's the prob wih him....?!?!?!?! arrgh.. damn irritating...

[louder please cannot hear...]

2007-08-21T07:10:00.000-07:00

不能说的秘密
so cute right...hahahaha.

i wan to watch it again!!!! hee.

i wan to add smth to my wish list..hahaha a watch! yeah.... forgot all about it... hee...

i think i'm going crazy i stayed athome for five straight days. i 've spending my time toking to myself...its abit scary hor..hahaha... hahah tmr last day and i'm having exams on thurs.. . . . . and YES......study time over..... TIME to get CRAZY.....weEeE....heee......

2007-08-18T22:33:00.000-07:00

my new wish list. . . .

wahahaha

1) Starbucks coffee.

2)Subway. cold cut trio damn.

3)6 hours of k box!!!

4)a new wallet..

5) harry potter book 7

6) money...hahah jk la... hee.

that should be all la.... five itemss...... hahah.... work hard to save money for this la....omg...i really feel like eating sub way...... damn. nice.... actually not vv ex but.....save money la... eat white bread.... hee.... i willl try my best to spend onli $90 a month.... that's a miracle man......

2007-08-17T06:22:00.000-07:00

i seriouly pray to god that i will pass my FOM... i don wan to forward module.

next thurs got econs. study time again...

i think i'm going crazy.

the feeling's back again...... omg.... wat am i suppose to do..

If you gave me, one more chance
to tell you how i was feeling
I would sing to you and tell you
I won't live my life without you
If you gave me, one more chance
to tell you how i was feeling
I would hold your hand
and look in your eyes and ya know,
I'd never let you go

2007-08-13T19:22:00.000-07:00

heart shaped strawberry... yeah!

its tissue wrapper.. cutez hor...haha bunny!

wahaha.. ohana means family... STITCH! i ate it le. =(

hee. accounts is over!!!!! hahahahahaha.. cannot balance! humph.... damn sian.... why?? nvm la.. over le... next up is fom.....i really vv scared leh.... i think i'm going to fail le....study so much also no use...haiz. den after this still got econs... 12 chaps! my god...=( so sad.... nvm... i'm starting to miss my econs le.... demand and supply... unemployment... i abit crazy le...hee.

不能说的秘密. . . . . . . . . damn nice... i wan to watch it again!!!! hee... with who leh?... don know still thinking.....hee.

2007-08-07T18:24:00.000-07:00

i'm bored..... yawn... my head hurts.....why?
ec test is such a crap...haha. watever. waste my time go sch...
hee. the good thing abt it is.. i had breakfast at bb mac! big breakfast...! i long time nvr eat le...yum yum.... today... i shall drink mango strawberry... damn nice la.. i'm going to miss the food in school. sobz!

我为什么还爱你为什么还想着你.......

2007-08-06T07:22:00.000-07:00

wa... cannot take it le...!!!! muscle ache until...!!!!!! ah.. i have problems walking properly la.... lucky i today no school. if not damn paiseh la..heee... rot the whole day at home...staring at my fom notes la...ah.. time is really not enough must jia you and really mug le......don play play.. still got pacc and econs la.... twelve chaps!!!!! kil mi pls.....hahaha......yawn... oh no.. i feel like sleeping le... so tired.. hahaha..... tmr stil need to wakr up early for EC test... hope my muscles wont ache that bad tmr.....S-M-E-L-L!!!!!

2007-08-02T22:41:00.000-07:00

juz feeling bored... -_-

SMILEZ!!!!! =) FOM is Officially OVER......hahaha.. the feeling is so......SHUANG! hahaha...end of torture man..but next sem got something worst then this.... MOB>.. wat the hell....haha but nvm..that's lik two months away...hee. no worries....next week have to mug like crazy le...cannot slack..haha. i juz spend one week doing this damn fom thing....ah...hahahaha... i going to slack the whole day!!!!!! just for TODAY....haha oh god.. pls forgive mi... =) smilez!.....YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-07-30T00:05:00.000-07:00

er.. damn shag.... ytd dance my calf(jeraine says its call small thigh) cramp lo..... damn pain sia... today wake up still pain lo... damn. whole body aching also.. don know why...tsk...now in school la... waiting to do FOM project.. don know will do until wat time. hope i can leave school by 6..... that's the latest i wan to stay... i wan cry le lo...FOM.... i'm damn STRESS!!! jia you jia you! can de..

hmmm don know why recently like keep having this weird feeling. vv emo... tsk... izzit bcoz life is too bored. shall i juz jump off the building and end my life. . . haha that's crap...watever la...

CHEERS =) smile lotz. chocolate makes mi happy! and sick...haha oops!

2007-07-28T08:42:00.000-07:00

arent they cute...hahaha i'm the one with big tummy de....HAPPY..cant believe it... i'm actually one of the dwarfs... i'm tall de ok.....163cm!!!!.

don know why sudden vv emo....thinking about alot of things....people change... but for the better or worse....? and y? i've always thought i knew what true love is and had experienced it... but come to think of it, i don know anything about love.... how to love someone. the pain as if a thousand needles have poked through ur heart... how bad that hurts. some people can juz take things for granted and not cherish wat they have..... sometimes i really wonder why.. ..

...........

2007-07-26T08:20:00.000-07:00

hahahaaa....normal day...happy happy...lalalala... exams coming.... project due date drawing nearer.... STRESSED UP!!!! help........a msg from him a today puts a smile on my face! =)

2007-07-25T08:04:00.000-07:00

these are all eaten by jeraine....my god =0

wang zai xian man tou.. i ate three packs today. =)

spongebob squarepants...hahah jeraine de pencil case

so cute!!!

haha ok... today is a relaxing day... whole day lecture....and oh man... fom lecturer is....hmm okok not as good as dennis la...hee. lke i vv fren with him like that... ah!!! i will miss him. i really will...hmmm.. and the thumb drive guy....er... he juz walk past mi without stopping and hand mi the thumbdrive lo.. didnt have chance to talk to him also... anyway.. he's not attractive to mi... hahah. so nvm... heee.

miss him lotz.... he's sleeping.... AGAin.... wat the..=) its late.... i wan to sleep too. =)

2007-07-24T03:51:00.000-07:00

YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yu guo tian qing!!!! heee.... everything is fine now.... nothing is wrong now... wat the....heee... OMG can u believe it... someone found my thumbdrive!!!!!!!wahahahahahahaha ah!!! how is it possible?? its like after about a month liao lo... i cant believe it.... my thumbdrive!!! hee. hee.

i juz want to SLEEP.. i'm so so so tired....cannot stand it liao.... =) yeah

2007-07-22T23:05:00.000-07:00

yesterday nvr post bcoz mi went to grandma house the whole day...haha...i juz went for econs tutorial.. later still need go out for econs exam. sian la... wat the shit... i spend four hours on travelling today!!! this left mi with twenty hours onli...haha watever la.. i don know wat i typing liao...

vv sad leh... i didnt expect this to happen when we started playing...WHY? haiyo.... vv xin ku leh...tsk... if we can go back in time..when we still make the same choice knowing that the ending would be like this??? can everything juz remain the same as before...is it still possible.?
or we juz pretend that nth happpened...forget about everything... go on with life.....

When visions around you,
Bring tears to your eyes And all that surrounds you,
Are secrets and lies I'll be your strength,
I'll give you hope,
Keeping your faith when it's gone
The one you should call,
Is standing here all alone...
And I will take You in my arms
And hold you right where you belong
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you
This I promise you
I've loved you forever,
In lifetimes before And I promise you never...
Will you hurt anymore I give you my word
I give you my heart (give you my heart)
This is a battle we've won And with this vow,
Forever has now begun... Just close your eyes
Each loving day (each loving day) I know this feeling won't go away (no..)
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you Ooh.. I promise you..
Over and over I fall (over and over I fall)
When I hear you call
Without you in my life baby
I just wouldn't be living at all...

2007-07-21T06:29:00.000-07:00

today and tml are the onli two days that i don need to go horizon...hmmm is kind of weird but of course happy coz can slack...haha. started some serious studying la.. den was juz reading my econs when i fall asleep on the table...!!! omg..haha. wake up liao don feel like studying le.. so on laptop lo....but must study later liao... cannot slack anymore...=) =) a smile a day, keeps the doctor away...wahaha...=)=)

2007-07-20T09:31:00.000-07:00

this is my big head doggy. haven thought of a nicer name yet....haha..

big head doggy again!

againz!

and again!

we three pigs sleeping b4 PACC exam....haiz don mention bout it le. =(

i find it cute!!! haha..

wa... today is a damn long day la... b4 this i wan to mention about my pacc exam i'm so disappointed...i serious pray hard that i pass the paper...sian....accounts lei....my only good sub... haiz

ok today.. school was ok la...haha then after that meet audrey they all and watched vacancy...hmmm not much of a horror show la. more of a thriller...haha but i was scared too...oops! i kept screaming. ithink my image is gone liao....haha....after this. we went to watch the dance concert la..haha... deyi dance was hmmm... great!....siddenly feel like going back to deyi.... the rest was ok.. but bcoz i was sleepy.i didnt paid much attetnion..oh my god its nearly one.. i think i have to sleep le... hee. yawn... =)

2007-07-18T18:08:00.000-07:00

hee. i forgot about this pic....hee. oops .. kissing in action!!! wahahahahaha.
now in school having stats tutorial. damn sian la.... rain rain rain... so cold....lalala how i wish i can stay at home and SLEEP. later have pacc exam lo i seriously haven study la... who cares.... the exam is 5.15-6.15 and the time now is only. 9.14 am..... my god.... save mi pls....yeah look forward to tmr...hee. =)

2007-07-17T05:20:00.000-07:00

lalalalalalal~~ mrs pig!! wahahaha... damn shuang ytd 10 sleep den today 9 plus wake up..this will onli happen in a million years....hahaha normal i sleep about 5 to 6 hours nia....hahah mr pig slept ten hours!!!! my god...haha... i slept for 11... yeah i win... hmmm... suddenly realise i'm really running out of time to stidy and catch up with my work.... i reallly really hate fom.....i swear other than smokers..... fom is the second thing i hate the most.....juz kill mi.... i think we need to present this fri.. but we haven done anything yet....how?ah!!!!!!!! i have nine chap for fom to study.... twelve for econs, don know how many for pacc and stats!!!!!ah... i wish there is a hundred hours in one day....wa damn shiok....hee hee...lalalalalalal~

2007-07-16T06:06:00.000-07:00

my new slippers!!! yeah.. cheap cheap.. $9 onli...haha topshop de..
wa... ytd do fom project till vv late lo... damn... den still go watch movie till 7 plus at night lo... wan die liao...Ridiculus!!!! wahahaha.... lucky tml one den got claz.... can sleep until shuang.... yeah....now go watch tv le..yawnz.

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